All Good Things

"And I know what they say
About all good things
Will they come to an end
But I'll fight this time
So that we might
Have a chance at this.."

18 Days. That is the song. Really it's 34 days though. Same difference however. I am standing up and saying though, good things don't always have to come to an end.

K says I'm beautiful. I finally believe she's right. B calls me sweetheart. I finally believe he's truthful. S calls me loser. I know he's right and truthful. :)

I have come to realize I really like who I am. I have messed up moments. Some weird attributes, but it makes me who I am, and I like who I am.

K, B, and S. These are peoples I love. I hope you all know it.

Serious

Serious. It's a small word. 7 letters. Like Heather. 7 small letters. But both words, when said by you, are big words. Big letters forming big words.

You said serious. You said Heather. You said, Heather, when we're serious. And my little heart became a big heart again.

A big heart....headed to a big island.....in a big ocean. I keep finding myself smiling and it's funny really. I thought I'd spend my days crying, or sleeping, or eating, but smiling? Not so much. And yet, that's what I do. I smile.

You make me smile, with 7 small letters of one small word. Or two words, depending on how you look at it.

The Worst 45 days before the Best 11 days

So that's what this is. The longest 45 days to endure before I get to spend the best 11 days imaginable. 11 days.

Tickets. They will be purchased tonight. Or maybe tomorrow morning if the payment hasn't gone through yet. Tickets. :)

My wife and I are excited. Our journey will soon begin. Our journey in 45 days for 11 days. :) It seems kind of lopsided doesn't it? But more than worth it I promise you.

Today is the beginning of something new. Something fabulous. Something I can't wait for. Today I begin my countdown. Almost one down. 3 hours away from 44 days. and 44 days away from leaving. And then 11 wonderful days.

I'm sorry to be so annoying and cheesy. But this is a big step for me. And I can't wait to take it.

Flashing Bright Spots

Click. Click. Click. Click. The cursor on the screen continues to click at me. I look for something to say because that's what these things are for, to write down things to say. I have nothing.

My life has been a series of ups and downs lately. Mostly downs. Lots of downs. And when it gets down, and I think it can go nowhere further, the bottom falls out of my down and I crash AGAIN.

I have had a bright spot today. Hopefully, I'll have the same bright spot tomorrow. The more bright spots I have, the less dark my life is. Lame I know.

Click. Click. Click. Click. Back to the cursor flashing on my screen. I suppose the flashing means this is where I should end this blog.