So its sad that I'm finally realizing what real life is. Real life is people letting you down, real life is things not going your way, real life is messy and unpredictable. And that sucks.
Not to be so depressing tonight but its been on my mind a lot lately. I have some fantastic friends, great family, and a wonderful husband I adore. But sometimes it just doesn't seem enough. And that's me being greedy. I have more than most, I need to be grateful. But darn it sometimes I just get so angry. My friends let me down or hurt my feelings and don't realize it because the only person I complain to is my hubby. And that isn't fair to him or our marriage.
There isn't much purpose to this post other than to ramble cause I'm upset tonight. But for one small moment I'm imagining I'm somewhere else off the radar. Somewhere quiet and peaceful, where I'm lonely by choice not by chance.
I know how you feel. Its hard to accept that life comes with disappointments. But look at it this way, there is more satisfaction and gratification in life than disappointment. I've been disappointed by so many friends, especially at times you need them the most. But you'll find better, who don't disappoint.
ReplyDeleteAww I miss you. I wish we could meet the real world together :( I can't wait til we're there with you!! :) I love you! And stay strong! Your entitled to being selfish anyways. :) I say so.
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